Moving home and starting a new life

This month sadly I had to move home.. I need to save money and it is the perfect time to reinvent myself. My current boyfriend and I have split and its been really hard. I have been angry, sad, happy, aggrivated, and any other emotion you can think of. I spent every day wishing that I could just go back to him. That I could call him and he would tell me to run back into his arms where he can kiss me and tell me everything will be okay. But then I began to think of all the things that went wrong. 1. He never ever paid for a date. In fact I was always paying for everything! I once spent $60 at a bar! On HIM! I ordered a drink for myself and HE DRANK IT!! 2. He talked about his ex alll the time. I get it! She was a horrible person! She cheated on you, I get it! Move on! 3. He didnt have a car! I drove us everywhere! Oh btw he lived 45 minutes away from me! That is a lot of gas! 4.he flirted with girls right in front of me. At the NYE party we went to AS A COUPLE! he was flirting with another girl, disappeared upstairs with her, and then eventually got her number. 5. He gets drunk and high all the time. he spent more money on alcohol and weed than taking me on a date. all in all, its a good time to re-invent myself.